I’m excited to be struck with the inspiration to jump back on the ol’ blog and get to publishing again. The inspiration came at JUST the right time because my URL subscription was about to renew and I was actually considering nixing the blog altogether but NOPE. If you’ve been keeping up with me over the years you know I always come back!
I’ve missed working on my blog but I’ve been very preoccupied with school, work/career, and the various mental breakdowns that always find their way back in my life! On the bright side, I’ve already hit rock bottom for the year and things are starting to look up. Actually things are actively being up. I’m just excited to have the breakdown band aid ripped off! I have all of my ducks in order and I’m good to go!
I don’t know why it took me this long to realize it but MAN. Things are getting real crazy REAL quick!
I feel like if I had noticed all of this mess sooner I would’ve had more time to attempt to soften the blow but honestly, knowing me, I would’ve just rolled with it. “LET’S SEE WHAT HAPPENS!” LET’S NOT, AMANDA. LET US NOT.
This past school year…there’s been a lot of changes in my life. A LOT. I’ve been living on my own for the first time in my life for the past 8 months so I’ve had the chance to go out into the world and be the person I’ve always wanted to be. I guess I’ve always been this person I just hadn’t grown into it until I was independent.
Being on my own has also given me the opportunity to be completely irresponsible! I grew up being super responsible but for some reason this year I decided to take a bit of a break from that. WHICH I REGRET DEEPLY AT THIS MOMENT. But, at the same time I really don’t regret it. I’ve had a lot of fun, made many memories, and learned a lot about myself as a person. It’s been great!